Monday, March 28, 2011

Purpose

I am sure that you are all thinking that I have found my purpose due to the subject - however that isn't the case. I draw an Angel Card almost every day. And as you may now have guessed my card for today was purpose.

After speaking with a very wise woman this afternoon (and with a lot of fighting with myself) I am thinking about going back to my old job (as long as they will let me). My wise woman told me that I need to take care of my family. And even though I could take care of them here at home with amazing cooked meals, clean living environment and filling our home with love, I can also do that by making sure that we have a house over our heads, make sure we have food in our bellies and by making sure the bills are covered.

I going to keep my eyes open for another position available here in town, however with my town being so small and jobs being very limited, I don't see that happening...

But my focus now is purpose. I will live with purpose. Purpose is my fiancĂ©e and my unborn child. So the question is what am I willing to do to live the BEST life with them???

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Coming back around

Took a little time off.. Time to come home.

Things I am learning currently are as follows:

  • What getting married means and what goes with it!
  • What being pregnant means and what your body does during it!
  • What I want to do with my life and how to come around to it!


So, obviously the first two - yeah it's been a roller coaster of a couple months! I am 10 weeks along and I have 10 weeks till our wedding! (*Eeek*)

But that last one is stumping me up a bit. I tried working with a great company. I was answering calls for them but the money just isn't coming in like I want it to (*and frankly, need it to!*). Also, I am just not feeling very inspired by my job. I want something that excites me and makes me get up in the morning and get moving. So, I am going to "pretend" that this blog is my job for the next week. I am going to make it my JOB to post daily and find something inspiring in my life everyday!

I am also giving myself this one week to figure out a job and money for my family or it's back to the "store" for me!

So there you have it. The following are true for the next week:

  1. I will "work" for my blog for the next week!
  2. I will find inspiration in something I do every day!
  3. I will find a job in ONE week!


And there you have it my dear friends!
Wish me luck!
Ally